ow.

just fucking ow.

so much for no more meds. i'm taking them all tonight. fucking sciatic nerve. what does "them all" consist of? neurontin, valium, vicodin and ibuprofin. yup. gotta be good for me.

it was a good day today, though. good things happened. the only reason i cried was because i watched the episode of ER where dr. green dies. i danced to dmb for the first time in a long time(i know what you're thinking. but it was not enough dancing to cause this pain.) i babbled to megan when she came over. good talk with megs. good talk with mel. good message from jack. had to step on the scale about 10 times because it says i've lost 6 pounds since last time i checked which was less than a week ago. which can't be a bad thing.

but now. pain. wanna sleep. but no. pain.

focker.