thinking about other things sucks. i lied. i don't want to do that. but i do have another piece to add to the story below.

so when john and i stopped talking, he had been living with us(me, matt and jack.). i had his stuff all over my room. he came and got his clothes and stuff eventually(or sent his posse in to do it, whatever), but he left a lot. herbal muscle relaxants and sleeping pills, books, and some cool rings and hemp necklaces and just random stuff like that.

this one hemp necklace i absolutley loved. it's got these kick ass clearish green beads...but i felt weird wearing it for a long time, so i put it away. i found it a few months ago, and recently started wearing it again. i was wearing it tonight, and i was so ready for him to say something about it...i had about 10 thousand come backs.

it's totally mine, though. no doubt about it. i don't think he'd even dare say something. =)