i had a major major reality check earlier tonight.

i was struck by this huge wave of complete happiness...i'm starting to put the past 6 months into perspective.

no, wait. i'm still in the proceessing phase. but i started really thinking about everything...all of the amazing things that have happened, all the things i've seen...

i got the hartford shows in the mail, and immediately popped in night 2. what an amazing fucking show.

GAH!

you know what? i don't want to make it sound like i'm letting this get me down, because it's not - but i really do wish i had someone to share this with, dammit! all these thoughts in my head...i don't want to write about them! i want to talk about it with someone...

heh, ok. i will stop there before the mood is ruined.