we lay awake in lust
and rust in the rain
and cover up everything we say we trust

god. this mraz kid. killin me.

anyway.

i went to see the vagina monologues last night. it was paul's idea(love him). and aden came with(love him). it was absolutley fantastic. i really want to read them again, because i don't know that there was a single moment i didn't love. i left feeling really energetic and smiling. we laughed our asses off - i really think aden laughed louder than anyone in the room, and it wasn't out of embarassment. it was fun to sit and talk with him about all of it on the way home. he was truly enlightened.

as was i...
i don't think i'm a particularly repressed female; i'll admit pretty freely that i'm a big fan of my vagina. i think it's great. but to be in an atmosphere like that was quite empowering. i feel pretty strongly that everyone should be required to see this show at least once in their lives...for the comedy, for the insanity of it, for the more serious moments and really to just be opened to your own sexuality(or your girlfriends, as the case may be). it wasn't a bunch of girls doing male bashing. i mean, sure, there were the typical snide remarks "SLOW DOWN" or references to the search for a good man...

and you know me. not a big fan of the female gender. but i think a large part of what annoys me so much about my gender are the insecurities and neurosis that emerge from the insane sexual repression that takes place in our society. girls are made to feel ashamed of their sexuality. and that's such bullshit. amazing things would happen in the world if women would just masturbate more(or admit that they do it). being aware of yourself is priceless.

hm.

anyway. yeah. so. vagina monologues. check them out sometime.