we can all change
but i know that you will never change
you shut up at night
and when the light hits
you talk to me
i was never so amazed by you
it was such a mutual craze
between you and me, me and you...

i love howie.

yep. that was my first i love howie post of the year. how exciting.

you know, it's strange...
not just how we move our lives for another day.
but.
i digress.
it's strange how life seems to be almost entirely an outcome of timing. everything is timing. little things change so much all the time, yet if you walk into a situation 5 minutes earlier than you did, the outcome could be entirely different. but at the same time, everything seems to really happen for a reason. and it seems like we have so much control over timing... and those two ideas contradict eachother so much. how can it seem like fate is predetermined, yet we have control over subtle little movements and events. i just don't get it!

but i do!

and it's really cool. it just challenges me to constantly be aware of timing, and when timing makes a desired outcome seem more difficult, it's kinda fun to rise to the challenge and see if you can still achieve that outcome.

though, i'll admit it, i fall victim to timing all the time.

am i being vague and redundant enough for ya? well i'm being vague because i don't have one particular example in mind, it's just something that's been tossed around in my mind a lot lately. and i'm being redundant because it's fun.

you think you're so fucking sweet...