things are going alright. i look forward to nighttime when i can [usually] take my mom's car and go be with my friends. it's so strange...

i'm totally not getting into it. i'm too tired. haven't been sleeping much lately, and i just got done paying the bills that have been stacking up since i left home, and i go to the neurologist tomorrow to pretty much find out my fate.

and i've got a flight to dc on thursday to go to the starlake shows, but i'm trying not to get excited. just in case. but i can feel that freak smile creeping across my face every now and then...