i just deleted like 70 freak posts. hmmm.

you know what rules? the fact that nik's wedding is friday. and that i will be escorted by 9 amazingly cute guys. i was sitting at jeremy's last night, looking around at all of them, and i thought to myself damn, this has turned into a good looking group of guys. how the hell did that happen? i'm a very very lucky girl. i might loose my mind spending 4 days with them and all of their random babble, but i'm pretty sure i'll just end up laughing my ass off and being taken care of in ways that only the highschool boys could do. did that sentence make sense? didn't think so.

anyway. yes. me and 9 guys and 2 hotel rooms. outlook is good. i'm quite excited.

yeah, all that other shit is still going on but what the hell can i do about it.

word.