haven't been able to sleep all night. combination of the fact that i have to be in my mom's room because that's where the futon is, and it's the firmest bed in the house - and she snores. and the fact that my lips are chapped. and the fact that my numb foot and leg are somehow achey as hell. and itchy too. and you can't scratch something you can't feel. and my throat hurts. and i can only lay in 2 different positions...

i am not in good shape here, kids. not at all. the doctor LAST night at the ER seems to think i have a herniated disc. now...on one side, she was a total fuckwit. didn't know what the hell she was talking about, so i'm hoping she's off. but if she isn't...i really just kinda wanna shoot myself. tryig not to think about it though.

whatever the case. i have severe, ok excruciating pain from this damned pinched nerve, and then i go and sprain my ankle. brilliance.

you know what makes me really happy though? jeremy found out yesterday, and then brought me cookies when he came over to bob's.

man, we've had a good time this week..

it's a welcome distraction, for sure.

i cannot believe i'm missing mel and lisa's wedding. if i have to miss nik and miranda's to, i just...

well, i guess i'll cross that bridge when i come to it.

i knew something "bad" had to happen soon. it's just been too damned long. and karma's getting me for something...