you know... no one really ever gets my bitchy side quite like my mom and colin. i have no patience for my mom - i need to learn to have more. and colin...well, i'm difficult as hell sometimes when it comes to him. i don't know why. i just am. gotta work on that.

example: he calls earlier to find out what i'm doing tonight. "so what are you guys doing tonight?" and i know damn well he's talking about me and jane, ,because the boy's seriously got a little crush on jane. but for some reason it seemed important to me that he realize that i'm not always hanging out with jane. because i'm not - i really don't have any one group i hang out with anymore...i drift from place to place, and i guess i have issues being tied to any one person.

so i just said "um...who the hell is you guys?"

yeah, he's been home long enough. poor guy. he's starting to annoy me and he's not even doing anything. go back to school!

eeeeeeevil.