Thursday, September 07, 2006

shit, bitch, shit.


so i'm leaving for shoreline/tucson in approximately six hours. here's the train of thought repeating through my head:

hm i should pack. damn that pho was good, now i need a nap. if i went through a third interview and they aren't hiring me, i'm going to be confused. hm i should pack. shoreline shoreline shoreline makes me wanna makes me wanna FUCK. dammit it's going to be another weekend o' platonic lovin. hm i should pack. but what do i pack? it's hot in az. why do the thunderstorms on the forecast end the night we should be driving in. speaking of driving in, that drive on sunday between the bay area and tucson is gonna be brutal. not as brutal as the drive back here next weekend. mmmmmmmm that pho was good. god dammit, could i at least make out with someone in the near future? why do i have to have standards? why do i have to have restraint? why is all this perfectly good libido(sp?) going to waste? i wonder if they'll play rapunzel tomorrow night so i can bask in it's epic glory right up front. yay! shoreline! hm i should pack. i wonder if i can find that d&t show where dave talks about girls squirming in their seats...hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm






Monday, September 11, 2006

saturday evening in an S.U.V.


i don't have time to write. which means i shouldn't, as i will not be able to adequately babble.

but.

i do wish everyone could experience something like the past few days for me. i am so ridiculously in love with life and energized(though exhausted). yes, gorge was fantastic as always. but this weekend's shoreline adventure was perfect. i don't know how or why, but it was, and i have laughed so much in the past week that it...it...

i don't know. i've just laughed a lot. and i have the most incredible people in my life. period.

or i guess i could just say: same old, same old :)

thanks, though. to everyone who's participated. it started at the gorge, went through a dags show and a motel 5 show, and then on to the bay area. and now i'm in arizona. and it's time to sleep.




Wednesday, September 13, 2006

as i do not live in reality at all...


there was the most amazing color contrast going on yesterday afternoon. dark blue thunderclouds moving against mountains more green than they've ever been, seen through a foreground of bright orange birds of paradise... i'm unable to share because i'm here and you're there and the chord my mom has is not compatible with me...or mine... but you will see them some time, i promise. and the rain...oh, the smell of rain in arizona is unlike anything anywhere else.

slept for 12 hours and woke up with a flight booked to take me straight to the east coast via long wandering hours of red eye... tickets miraculously fell into place for the concerts, and nothing makes sense on paper, but everything makes sense in my head.

it's been a long time since i had that kind of clarity.