so...

once again, all i feel like saying is how much i love my dmb friends. seriously. every once in a while, i lose touch with how much i love them. and more importantly(and more arrogantly) i lose touch with how much they love me. and i lose touch with a music. and tonight, i was able to let btcs into my heart, TWICE, so that it could kind of work it's magic in there and caress all those wounded places in my heart and soul and remind me of what's real and what's not and give me a sense of well being.

seriously, though. my love for these people is so extraordinary. it is so amazing to know that you have people who are there for you no matter what. specific examples come to mind with a couple of them, but they make their love for me so clear. and even after 2 and a half years, it's new and exciting and amazing to me every time i feel it.

lucky, lucky girl.