oh yay. bush is speaking tonight. this should be fun.

in other news, i'm already nervous as hell for my check up on wednesday. it's making me want to cry. i don't want to go. i want to reschedule it for after i get back from seattle. while my mental state as of late has been really good(which is actually the most important thing to me right now) i know that things aren't going well back there - no pun intended. i'm guessing i'm going to be going in for another MRI soon. and i don't know what stresses me out more...not knowing exactly what's going on, or facing the possibility that something is wrong...

blech.