sigh.

gotta go back for more deliberating tomorrow. i can't believe this week is gone...and that i haven't gotten anything done that i needed to(besides mailing out christmas cards). my life is such a mess right now. and i don't mean mentally - i mean my physical living spaces are just TRASHED.

lol

my appartment is so messy i really can't even stand to be here. but the last thing i feel like doing after sitting in a court room and a jury room all day is cleaning. plus - this clean needs to be a good one. i move in less than a month. do you hear me? LESS THAN A MONTH!!!

my car...good god. so much shit in there.

i need to do laundry like none other. i need to organize, and throw things out, and pack things up. and go buy plastic drawers and other things nikki suggested to make my life easier. god bless her.

oh, GOD, i need to start my christmas stuff. luckily, i don't have to do any shopping. but i have to make somewhere around 30 cd's. and i wanted to make cover art and be all creative...we'll see how that goes.

i need to go talk to the office and break my lease and talk them out of making me pay through the asshole.

keep having to reschedule my check-up for my wisdom teeth.

need a doctor's appointment, but i can already tell you that just isnt' gonna happen.

gotta get colin and matt to help me move some massive pieces of furniture this weekend at the latest. haven't even asked them about it, or rounded up a truck to use...or cleared out those pieces of furniture for that matter.

i need to call the casa grande court, which is something that should have been done a while ago. i gotta figure out if i can file for continuance for my court date thingie. gotta go get a money order to send in to them.

so many bills to be paid.

(good GOD, i'm making MONEY this week!! yay! $160 at the minimum! that's great in my jobless state!)

ah, shit. i need to book mel's flight out here too.

i don't think this all would stress me out *quite* as much if i wasnt sick and if i wasn't just wanting to crawl into bed and sleep for a while.

eh, anyway.

pizza's here. and pizza sounds much better than computer time or cleaning time or organizing time or anything else for that matter.