have i mentioned i was selected for jury duty?

well, i was. my second and hopefully last day is tomorrow. though i have to admit, it is rather interesting. i think i missed my calling as a lawyer. plus - i'm getting paid for it. which is more than i can say for any other typical unemployed day in the life of amanda.

and in addition to some other things, i got the U2 show i was at as a surprise in the mail today. nevermind the fact that i've sent out blanks for it already - it's the thought that counts.

anyway.

went out with a bunch of friends tonight. stayed sober cuz i have to sit in the courtroom all day tomorrow(something which actually requires me to be alert). bob and i talked about a bunch of shit, including whatever it was that happened between jeremy and i a few months back. i hadn't really thought about it until bob and i started talking about it.

but...it was...definitely one of the more memorable experiences of my life. just because him and i click in that really rare way. (he's a hardcore phish phan. come on, now.)

but..yeah. there was no sex. just...

i'm so not getting into this. i'm just thinking about it quite a bit, because i haven't until this point. i'm glad he persued what had been building that one night, and i'm glad i went with it. and i'm glad we listened to a bunch of dave shows in the process. heh.

i want to run
i want to hide
i want to tear down the walls
that hold me inside

anyway. we had our night, and now we're back to just adoring eachother. and i love it when things end that way.

i'm making no sense, i know.

vagueness rules.

damn, i'm so fucking thoughtful right now.

probably stemming from the fact that the move is SO close, and i'm having SO many thoughts about it that i'm not expressing to anyone...

i'm stopping now. :)