i am so overwhelmed right now with happiness at the thought of tour. and tours past. and this dmb life which i am sooooo incredibly disassociated with at this point in time. it is such a hilight and such a bright point in my life and i'm more than ready for that next chapter.

i was thinking...i haven't been to a show with the likes of jen, matias, bill or bri since gorge 2003! that's fucking ridiculous. by the time gorge comes around this year it'll be 2 years. and that's not ok.

i loose touch with that feeling...and that's not ok either. now, i definitely am in no financial space to even do gorge this year. but fuck it. fuck it fuck it fuck it. i'll figure it out.