alright.

well, i'm so out of the loop that i had no idea that jack had a new cd coming out this tuesday. or that said cd has apparently leaked. and i just got a copy of said leaked cd sent to me, and i'm listening and it is exactly what i needed.

you see, i'm bored. i mean...there's a lot of good going on in life. but...i haven't stayed put for this long in a while. i'm broke so my social options are limited. i have guys in my life, but nothing of substance. i'm just bored with life. and i'm reading a lot, which is good, but i'm reading "the best democracy money can buy" right now and it's difficult not to let it make me bitter and all together freaked out.

in any case.

can't you see can't you see
rain all day and i don't mind

spring is so in the air and sometimes it makes me tear up because being able to sense everything coming alive is just so amazing. most of the time it makes me wanna have lots and lots of sex. in the grass. by the lake. but preferably not in public. things are blossoming. and yes it's an early, confusing spring. but i love this season shit. i love feeling summer sucking at my cooped up toes.

i love jack and i love bill for sending this to me :)