so...i'm really stoked because my brother is back on his meds, and they're finally taking effect, and there is such a marked difference. he's coherant. we joke around. he's motivated. he makes sense. he seems to be part of this world again. he's ganging up on my mom with me to give her shit. it's great.

but.

the meds he's on this time are the ones that make him ravenous. he is hungry ALL the time. consuming mass quantities.and of course, the little fuck can eat and not worry about gaining weight. but god...he's always over here and he's always...eating. and drinking. and makign food. and making a huge mess in the process. and when i'm sitting on the couch, i can hear him eating and gulping down liquid and burping, and it quite frankly just disgusts the hell out of me.

but...what can you do? i'll take annoying eating noises over psychosis any day.