i'm so proud of myself. i just spent an hour tinkering around on the guitar. i've gone through so many damned phases in my life where i've attempted to learn to play, but i've never stuck with it. i'm one of those people who has no interest in things that don't come easily. plus, i like to sing, and i'm not coordinated enough to play guitar and sing.

i bought a beautiful guitar back in tacoma in like april or so. mel and i were gonna keep on eachother to keep practicing. and i did well for a while. but then shit went down and i wasn't around it for a while. now, it's a problem because it involves sitting. but i really really wanna make myself do it. in fact, i woke up today with a list of things to make myself do. so far so good. i went walking. i started one of my sociology books. i updated my resume, and i tinkered on the guitar.

now i just gotta make it all happen again tomorrow.