i never in my wildest dreams realized just how complicated relationships could be. like... i knew, but i didn't understand. i don't think i've ever ran so hot and cold in all my life. one minute i'm giggling remembering time we spent together. the next minute i'm anxiously waiting for him to call. next minute i'm giggling over more time spent together, but annoyed that i don't know where it's going. the next minute i've forgotten just what it is i'm interested in. the next minute i'm craving affection and caving in to the urge to call. the next minute i'm wanting to just have a little space to see if things cool off at all. the next minute i'm reminded of just how amazing he is and how he brings out all the best parts of my personality yet still deals with the worst. the next minute i'm twiddling my fingers again, hoping he'll call, wondering when i'll just cave in and call him.

fuckin a. i should have known that the second i finished with that last line, he'd call.

i fucking love that he called.

*giggle*