you wanna know something pathetic? i haven't seen nick in about 3 months and he lives about 100 feet from me. in fact, uh...i don't think i've even talked to him in over a month. i keep...like...waiting for the "right time" to call.

i called earlier tonight. because DAMN! i love that guy. i want to catch up with him! but he didnt' answer. and when i was walking to my front door, i saw that all his lights are out...he probably has to work early. but i really do hope he calls soon. he's one of exactly 2 people i've ever met who think about things in the same way i do...who observe the world in the same way i do. that's fucking rare.

yeah, we gotta reconnect.

i know, i know. who is the second person?

well, that's a whoooooooooole nother story. he's a rarity indeed, though. i'm one lucky bitch.

but i gotta go watch almost famous, now, because it's about to the part where penny lane and russel are "introduced" by whatshisnuts.

i love this movie.