wow...uhm...

fuck me.

things are incredibly stressful. incredibly. and as usual, i'm locking it all away. probably not a good thing - i should talk to someone. but that's who i am and that's what i do, so...it'll all catch up with me eventually and then there'll be one poor soul who happens to be around or online or on the phone when i loose it.

for now - keeping busy. seeing shite-loads of friends, running around like crazy. went to flagstaff last night for jack's 21st. i got to see my boy. it was a total blast. and colin is finally back. praise allah.

hehe
the best thing about colin? he is such a fucking pushover. i want to go to the bars tonight because a friend of mine asked me to join her and there will be some people there who i haven't seen in quite some time.

but i don't want to drive.

so i called colin up, asked him if he was going to join us(i had told him about it earlier). he said no. i asked why not. he gave some reason(i really wasn't listening) and i told him that he has to go because i need him to drive me.

haha.
i won.
it was that easy.

i'm going to get used to having him around, being my bitch and then he's going to leave again. wanker.