so. colin is my best friend. been that way for years and years. he goes to school at university of chicago. i really think that's why we are still best friends, because truth be told, he gets on my nerves a little when he comes back for summer. but whatever - i love that boy to pieces.

point being that colin and i are completely uncompatible romantically. he's a jock. i'm...well...not! i don't think i've ever been so unattracted someone who is reasonably "attractive" before.

so yesterday at lunch, my mom starts pulling this whole "i think you and colin will end up together eventually" thing. i cannot even express how annoyed this makes me. i can't get defensive, because it then looks like denial. but...dear god. i have such issues with people telling me i'm going to fall in love with my guy friends. all of my good friends are guys. we are very close, and at times even intimate. but colin and i have never done ANYTHING, and i wish people would respect that. ew. he's like my brother. just...ugh. not to mention i think i know who i'm compatible with. and there's really no way in hell colin could ever give me the mental stimulation i need.

hah. that sounds pretty damned stupid! oh well! my blog!

ok. i'll end that mini rant right now.