i think the only thing i'm good at doing lately is making lists.

-i had an erie realization tonight about someone i used to love quite a bit. and while it's a harsh one, it made me a lot more secure with who i am. because despite how i used to feel, i just don't want to be around him anymore. what's so great about it is that while he's done some shitty things to me in recent history, that's not what's driving this. it's just who he's become. ii don't want to be around people like him. life's too short. much like the reasons i can't be around his girlfriend either. it's scary to think how true it is that people who are dating assume traits of the other. and a very unfortunate waste of a passionate heart.

-listening to "rush of blood to the head" while 26.000 miles above the surface, heading into one of the most vibrant and intense orange, red, pink and purple sunsets i've ever seen is yet another reason i can't stop listening to that damned cd. amazing experience to end a fantastic weekend.

-suprises are great. freaks CAN pull them off without someone ruining it(ah, bill.). love is real, life is good, and beauty is everywhere. i think i totally just botched that quote, but you get the point. again...i'm so lucky to have so much love in my life and so many people to share it with. i can only wish that everyone else finds the same sense of security and contentment.

-i get really quiet around people i don't know sometimes, and i have absolutely no control over it when it happens.

-i have no clue where i'll be living in 3 weeks.

-i'm pretty sure i think about sex more than any guy i know.


-arizona evenings....somewhere in between spring and summer...are magical. twilight brings this chill to the air that is absolute perfection on bare shoulders. to be kissed by the wind...

-i'm feeling a little poetic.

-come and dance with me...


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