right now i'm wondering why it is i agreed to go with my sister to her company christmas party thing. do you know how not fun it sounds? especially when i could be spending the time doing some accidently evil plotting for tonight's other events. grrrrrrrr.

is it wrong that i'm moving out of the phase in my life where i am just fakely nice to people i don't like? because i don't see any need for that. if someone comes into my space, and i really don't like them, i see no need to waste energy being fake. i'm not gonna be a bitch(unless the ask for it), but come on now. there's probably 10 people on my list that i really just do not at all want to be around. that's not a lot. so if i'm around one of said 10 people, well... they're probably gonna leave knowing i'm not too fond of them.

but you know...knowing i'm gonna have to face someone i don't like assures me that i'm gonna have a blast because i'll be so focused on having fun and making it known just how much the other people there love me.

fuckin a, i'm a bitch.

done babbling now. time to go to corporate christmas party hell.