so i'm sitting here, staring at tour dates.

i'm listening to shoreline night 2 and just staring at tour dates. trying to figure out how the hell i can possibly fit in another show before hartford. hell, instead of hartford. i don't care. i just don't want to wait 2 months for another show!!!

("neurotic" would be the word of the day)


so west palm is totally out because it'll be WAY too expensive. plus, if anywhere, i'd like to go home that weekend. gotta work the week of july 6, so that rules a bunch out. wedding the weekend of VaB. then there's camden, but i've got another wedding that next weekend, and it'll probably be my last week of work. the wedding fucks up darien or hershey. so that takes me pretty much through to hartford.

yes. i felt it extremley necessary to waste your time with that little bit of unnecessary nonsense.

the point is - listening to these shows is just incredible. i knew they were good, but being able to hear them all again, i'm able to soak it all in even more than before. it's a process i make myself go through, because...well...that's just how i am.



[ok. so i just read through what i had just written...and you wanna know what pops into my head? what if i just drive from the wedding in south dakota straight to the 2 shows before hartford and then just go all the way through to deer creek. now, don't get your panties in a bunch - i'm not gonna do that. but i was even starting to justify it. my car is almost dead anyway. i could just drive til it stopped working...]