have i mentioned lately how fucking weird nick is? cuz he's just really fucking weird.

anyway...back from NoVa. what a time. absolute blast. there is absolutley nothing like a freak gathering. i would review it in depth, but i just don't feel like it...at least right now. i will say that AGR is a fabulous band. or should i say WAS a fabulous band. i'm a bit depressed that i didn't catch on til their last show. raw talent, boys and girls. that's what they got.

oh, and then there's andrew. i don't think i've ever been in the presence of a more attractive male in all my live long life. DAAAAAYUM...that boy....wow.

anyway...it actually was a tough making the decision whether or not to go. because i really wanted to be with my friends here for new years...but i wanted to be with my friends there as well. i can honestly say that i do not in any way regret making the decision to go. gatherings with dmb people are like healing periods. i've said it before and i'll say it again - it's like the in-between times are times to reflect and process whatever strange lesson it is the last trip has taught me. right before i left this time, i had a few realizations. and then the actual trip comes, and i can apply my new-found knowledge to my life in surroundings which allow me to be more myself than anywhere else. lovely how that works, isn't it?

aaah, anad the tour is starting soon. which bothers me a bit because i'm realizing that i just cannot do as much as i did last year. i don't have the money, and i won't have a job that's leniant about the amount i'm used to spontaneously taking off.

but there will always be the gorge. :)

how rad will it be if the gorge dates happen while i'm still living there? then you can bet your ass several of my friends from here will be joining the freakcapades for a short while.

i'm quite distracted by the fact that the move is in (less than!!) two weeks. i've so much to do...and it really hasn't hit me that it's actually happening. tomorrow will be the first hard core packing day. moving everything over to my mom's...