the coolest shows on tv right now are "Real TV" and "Max X"(I can't remember the full title of that one. i saw it for the first time tonight.) shows that are all real footage of crimes and chases and hostage situations and bull-riding...they totally shock me in a new way.

we're so drawn to things that shock us. like that morbid curiosity thing. or like with violence and movies and such...people are becoming completely desensitized to graphic violence...so this whole "real tv" concept shocks audiences in a way that still effects us.

what the fuck. it's 3am. i need to go to BED!