i've been sitting here for the past 10 minutes, with a specific thing in mind that i wanted to ramble about. but it is now my 3rd time through "back to you" and i can honestly say that i have no clue what it was.

doesn't it scare you?
your will is not as strong
as it used to be

just talked to jack. jack is my ex roommate, for those of you who may be questioning it. until about 3 weeks ago, i lived with matt and jack who i love more than just about anything. my year living with them was pretty fucking awesome. but, i digress...

jack had to call and apologize to maggie because on monday night when he and i were SLOSHED, he was a total jack ass to her. my problem is that i really don't think he was. she was ditching us to go hang out with a bunch of spanks, and probably deserved to receive that kind of treatment.

point being that i really just don't even want to give this petty high school bullshit any more thought.

(that might just be the john talking, though. completely distracting me.)

i've gotta lay off the crakc.